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Thursday, September 8, 2011

It Has been a LONG TIME!!

..... i haven't post anything on my blog.. Now, to break the silence, allow me then to post a quote, i took from a movie i recently watch; V for Vendetta.


Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition! The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. [laughs] Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me "V".

UGH!! I love this quote!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

You are one of a kind.

I have never loved anyone like i DO to you...

I have been loving you..... alas; TOO MUCH.

I know we will never be together forever, but both of us agree that we will not  let our souls apart - no matter what.

I've had the sweetest memory of my life while i'm with you....... so sweet.... perhaps too sweet....

but you are also the one who hurt me the most......... and the pain is unexplainable by words.... i don't think i can explain it physically either....

But i want you to know and BELIEVE in one thing;

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT...

though i may be with someone else, you should know that YOU ARE ALWAYS THE ONE I LOVE.

Monday, August 1, 2011

HALLO!!!!!!! It has been sooooo long...... something new is coming;

OKAY! sudah lama saya xupdate blog, baca pun x, lawat pun x.... Skg, 1st tyme dtg balik sejak sem lepas.... guess what is new??

SAYA MENULIS POS DALAM BAHASA MALAYSIA.

okay... instead, let's make it BILINGUAL... haha...

If u look at my previous posts, i've been writing in English.... tapi, memandangkan English is not my native tongue; neither do Malay; and kalau saya guna bahasa Kadazan di sini; mmg sikit urang yg paham, so; I AM FREE TO USE ANY LANGUAGE I PREFER.

As long as i am happy. haha...  tida bah.... (nah start sudah bahasa Sabah)...

Bah, saya sikarang semester 3 suda. mau dakat ptengahan semester sudah and sudah genap 1 TAHUN saya jejak kaki di NEGERI KELANTAN.

TAPI; saya bukan mau membebel pasal tu..... Saya cuma mau cakap satu benda jak.........



HAI SEMUA.......... 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Photography session with Merv's Photography!

Well, i don't favour modelling very much, but it is kinda fun to have pictures of you as if you are a model.. hahah... so, these are the pictures of me, taken by my cousin with his Sony Alpha DSLR.

We both are still in a stage of learning - Merv; to shoot photos, me; to pose :P - but i must say... his works are great!


I think, our theme for this picture (and the pictures where i wear the same clothes) was "Natural Lighting - Dusk". The shooting location was in Merv's backyard... and we were lucky because the setting sun gave this kind of shades on the trees... 



The "good boy'' look... haha

Light source? Table lamp. :)
The next day, Merv insisted of doing another session.
This time, he theme was... well... i'm not sure but we used water sprinkler as a tool...



My body...gone.



This is my favourite picture for this session... as if i was in a movie or something...
Then, my brother joined the session...



My brother have done several photo shoots with Merv before,
and he posses better than me.. haha







This look (by me) is what Merv described as, "The Look" hehe...


This picture was taken a long time ago...
A spontaneous look, yet... urmm...Spontaneous! hahaha
I've had so much fun back then... and would surely get involve in another session, once i'm back home. Cheerio!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Change is nature...

...it is a part of our life that we can influence...and it starts, when we decide.

I know, some may say that you cannot change NATURE... but kind to think of it, change IS nature...

Changes are good... when we are talking to a troubled person, surely the phrase "please change" would pop out.

But, of course, there are instances where we cry over changes.

When a heart change, a man may lost the battle. Especially when you OWN the heart...

You may want to avoid conflicts.You may want to stay in a stable state. You may want to stay peaceful. But you could never do Nothing.

Eventually, you'll have to face the consequences... even if the bitterness could kill.

You may run to a person for help and advices. But it's all depends on you.

You'll have to set your selfishness aside, and think about the person who would be affected by the decisions taken.

Seek guidance from the right source. God.

Alas, people would tend to say, "your heart must be tough",
but if your heart is a Rock, how do you expect flowers to bloom?

Do have a strong mind... but a soft heart.


Sunday, February 6, 2011

I am just an ordinary man, but...

I am against HOAXES to be spread on Facebook.

In this age of modern technology and communication, we are easily connected to people around the four corners of the planet. It's called "Border-less World".

Almost all of us, have a Facebook account... and most of us, go online everyday.

But, what i dislike the most about Facebook is, when certain people, or organisations are spreading false rumors about a particular person, country, religion, organisation and the list goes on.

For example, recently, there was a new, swirling around FB, claiming that, Mark Zuckerberg (Founder of FACEBOOK) will end the social network (worth $65 Billion) on March 15th 2011.

As it turned out, the shocking news came from a website, which is well-known of publishing fake news. follow this link for more; http://nakedsecurity.sophos.com/2011/01/09/facebook-will-not-end-on-march-15th-hoax-news-story-spreads-like-wildfire/

And last night, i saw a status of a friend of mine, who stated about the number of the Flight which was hijacked on 9/11... They said it was Fight Q33 NY. When this letters are switched into Wingdings Font on Microsoft Word, it would look like this;

 Q33 NY
Well... what are you thinking when you see those symbols?
But then, after I searched for the ACTUAL flight which hit the Twin Towers, this is what i got;
http://www.hoax-slayer.com/wingdings-911.html


This Link will explain to you from A-Z. This news and statuses spread are no more than a HOAX.


I am against these kinds of things to be spread on Facebook, is because it is DELUDING!


They are putting wrong thoughts to the mind of the public.


Please people... stop all this. Peace shall be upon us.


I quote from the webpage I've found.


"In short, this email message is a load of baloney and it should not be forwarded. Hoaxes that perpetrate falsehoods about real terrorist attacks are especially heinous. One wonders at the mentality, and motives, of the imbeciles who create hoaxes of this nature. This hoax message dishonours the memory of those who lost their lives in the 9/11 attacks. Please do not forward it. "

9/ll Data Table
Airline and Flight NumberTail NumberTotal # People Onboard# Hijackers
American Airlines Flight 11N334AA925
United Airlines Flight 175N612UA655
American Airlines Flight 77N644AA645
United Airlines Flight 93N591UA44*4
Total:26519


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Me? Directing Macbeth?? Shut up...

Okay, last night, the TESL students held a meeting with our English Studies lecturer regarding our next play...

well, the other classes were done with their committee elections and House of Production name... that left my class, TESL 1, a black sheep. So, my class did the election during the meeting.

Now,  at first, i was assign to write the Script. I was soooo happy that i've got that job, because the last play, i was the one who did it also, alongside the elected scriptwriter...

But then, when we came to the part where we have to elect the Director, no one wants that job... We've suggested one name, and the majority agreed, alas, he refused... vigorously... so we re-elect...

Guess who got the job???

I know I should be happy with it, but thinking about the later consequences... i don't think i may survive...

Let's see... good part of being the director; privilege in acquiring credits and marks, strengthen my peers' trust on me (or could be the other way)... and... urmm.... i dunno... my name would be on top of the committee? haha...

the bad thing about it: I am already burdened with my post as the Chairman of Sport and Recreation in TPJ subject, and also as the class President (more like representative) for KOKUM... i might as well experience what our last Musical Drama Director has endured, the disappointment, the fatigue, the irritations, the hatred gained from the subjects below you... ugh.... Lord help me...

I want to be one of the actor.... but since i'm directing, i'll be hard for me to be in  acting also....

Oh yeah, our production house name is House Of Winchester... i have no idea what does Winchester has anything to do on Macbeth, but i'll talk to my friends about it later...

Nice logo huh? hahaha

Saturday, January 22, 2011

No intention of offending, just to inform the meaning of WORDS...

I'm just trying to HELP avoiding further misunderstanding, To those who mistakenly misunderstood the real meaning of "Avede Kokhavim U Mazzalot" (real transliteration; Obhde Kokhabkim U Mazzaloth) it is supposed to be "Worshipers of Stars and Planets", no "Animals" involved. 


"Animals" in Hebrew is בעלי חיים -pronounced "khah-yoth"...


Why am i writing this? well... i thought that i must help them. it's always good to help. May we live in unity dear brothers...


http://www.dictionary.co.il/animals.htm



Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Double Trouble!!!

Hey! I thought helping friends is a good deed!

I was in English Studies lecture this morning, and after Ms ES (not real name) said something about our Musical Drama last Sunday, she then turned to our course performa to start today's lesson, then, my friend, Agustus*, asked me to ask Ms Es about our coming play, Mecbeth...

"Tulung oyak kat Ms, bilo nok stat Mcbeth? Klas lain stat doh..." ~~"ask Ms. Es, when will we start on Mecbeth? The other classes has already started..."

So, confidently, I raised my hand and ask, "urmm... Ms.. When are we going to start on Mecbeth?"

what did she answered me?

"Hey! Peter! why are you asking about Mecbeth?? I am following this performa! I was going to start the lesson... you know..."

Well... I felt like, a huge buffalo just spit me on the ear... =_=''

Why didn't Agustus* ask her himself, you may ask? He said, "aku mana tahu nok oyap gano..."~~"I don't know how to ask..."

But, it's okay... I didn't take it to heart... (I put it on my revenge list)

Then, a 2pm, we had Language Description with Miss Eldes (not real name)...

We were studying about Phrasal Verbs... Harith* was there, asked by Miss Eldes to differentiate between adverbial particles and prepositional particles... Hasif answered wrongly.

So, he turned to Isymal* (a friend beside me) and I...

So, as I was explaining to Harith on how an adverbial particles should be, i did not realise that Vouge* (my Indian friend) was explaining about her answer in front.

Then, there was silence... an awkward silence. I looked up, and saw all 27 pairs of eyes were staring at me.

Miss Eldes: Yes, Peter... I asked everyone to stare at you. You were in a very deep discussion there... What is it about? Does it have something to do about grammar?

Me: (OF COURSE IT DOES!!) ..... Yes....

Miss Eldes: About what Vaishu is about to explain?

Me: (SH*T).... No....

Again, a spit to my ear, and to my face, in fact, my whole body and soul... but now, it was an elephant (not referring to my lecturers of course... NO...this is only an exaggeration)

I don't hate my lecturers... but myself... my lecturers have good points to blame me... BUT WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME!!!

Counselor: Tell me, Peter... when did all you problem started?


Peter: It all started,....when I was born...

Monday, January 17, 2011

My Top 10 Favourite PC Games!!

I am a teenager (well, a young adult actually) and teenagers LOVE COMPUTER GAMING!!!
So do I... I've started playing computer games since i was 10, and now, i still do... and probably forever shall be. This is the list of my FAVOURITE computer games OF ALL TIMES.


Of course, i may get bored playing one particular game after some times, but i have sorted out this game list according to the period of time i've been addicted to it. We shall start from the 10th on the list.

#10: The Sims 2


I've started playing this Simulation Game in 2008. It is a Life-simulation game where you would have to create a family, or maybe a single person, and take control of their everyday life. The people you have created is called Sims. Sims have life goals, wants and fears, the fulfillment of which can produce both positive or negative outcomes.


This game have no FINAL goal, so it is an open-ended game. Once you've created a person, you'll build their house (from house building, to interior deigning to the house's yard) and the sim will give birth (if you want them to) and grow old, and eventually die, and their children will grow old the same way. It's like you are playing as GOD. Control everything and just have fun all the way!




You'll have to control their social relationship too!


A happy family!
#9: Plants VS Zombies
PLANTS VS ZOMBIES! Who could have ever thought... a small game, with great idea of gameplay! Plant vs Zombie is a tower defence game where you are defending your home by using you zombie-attacking plants, along with your neighbour, Crazy Dave.

This game, like any other Pop Cap games, consists of several levels. First, the zombies are attacking your front yard at noon, then, at night (harder because, you can't use several day-time plants) after that, your backyard (which is harder with the presence of your swimming pool), and lastly, your roof (the hardest because, you would have to put vases in order to be able to plant!).


Sounds boring? well, start trying now, and you'll see why this game is nominated as "Casual Game of the Year" and "Outstanding Achievement in Game Design" in 2010!





#8: Cities XL 2011

One of my most favoured genre of a game is, City Building Simulation Game. I purchased Cities XL 2011 on December 2010, and still playing the game to this day. This is also a single-player game.


The concept of this game is to build a modern city and run the city as a mayor. You will take charge of the city layout, budget, beautifications and workplaces. The graphic of this game is state-of-the-art, and probably, the best graphic I've ever encountered in a  city-building game.

This game also involved existing famous landmarks from around the real world, such as the Eiffel Tower, The Petronas Twin Towers and the list goes on.

Well, as you can see in the opposite picture, this is a yet-to-exist building. I believe, the name of this building is, Sky City that is proposed to be build in Japan sometime in the future. 


#7: Caesar IV

Another city-building game! but this time, you are going to build a historical city - The Ancient Roman Empire. In Caesar IV, you are playing as a Governor, and set to build a city under the Caesar in Rome.

You are required to take control of your city's finance, satisfaction, labours, housing, appeal, devotion to the gods, trades, favour to Rome, and also defense.


The graphic of this game is outstanding. Alas, you would want to have a great size of graphic card, preferably, 64MB and at least 1GB of RAM to enjoy this game.


The city I've built
My ancient Rome farms!

What I like about this game is, you may take a 3D journey in an Ancient Rome city, built by you!


Oh, yeah... you would have to build farms too in order to feed your citizens.
















#6: The Sims 3


Now, another from the Sims series. I played this game on 2009 to 2010. The concept of this game is similar to the previous version of the game, but now, your sims are able to walk about the neighbourhood! you are able to see the workplace of your sims and more! You may build amazing houses




The graphic is greatly enhanced from the previous version and this game also have it's own Expension Pack, just like the Sims 2.
At the top of your Entertainment career, you would be a famous Rock Star!


Among the amazing houses that you may build and design yourself!
However, I have uninstalled the game from my laptop because i don't think my laptop could bare the system requirements. Still, I loved the gameplay!


#5: Pro Evolution Soccer 2011 (PES 2011)


At last! a Sport game! Actually, I do not favour playing sport-genre games, but amazingly, this game caught my attention! Frankly, what I love about this football game is due to the existence of  BAL - Become A Legend Game mode.


Messi - the Ambassador of PES 

In BAL, instead of controlling a whole team, you are controlling one particular player that you have created. One of the significant customization that i love about PES (2010 & 2011) when creating a player, you may use the picture of your VERY OWN FACE! I've made my football player look exactly (slightly.... actually) like me! 


An excitement to have your virtual self won one of the world's Major Football Event!
It's an excitement to watch your virtual self score a goal in major football events, such as UEFA, English Premier League, FA cup and the list goes on.


Overall, this is a great play, and exciting character movement with great graphics.


#4: Hotel Giant 2


A management-simulation game! I've dreamed about being a Hotel manager once, but I've decided to become an English educator instead. But, I shall not weep over (one of) my unachieved ambition... Hotel Giant 2 is a hotel-building/management game. 


You will establish a hotel company and build hotels in a particular city in a country - France, America, etc.


You will then have to design the guest rooms, restaurants, shops and whatever you would like to have in your hotel, and you would have specifically determine the quality of the stuff in the rooms, for instance, the food served in the restaurant, the services you guest room's TV provide, the quality of soaps, shampoos and lotions in your bathrooms and more!


You  may want to make sure all your customers are satisfied with your services at the same time, manage the financials of your hotel.


This is the game that i am currently (January 2011) addicted to and still exploring more about this game. I ranked this game at fourth place because the games which topped Hotel Giant 2, have been played at a longer period of time, compared to it.


#3: Age Of Empires III 




A Medieval War Game - I've started playing Age Of Empires III on 2009 after a year playing the older version of the game, Age Of Empire II -  Age of Conquerers. I started with the basic AOE3 (Age Of Empires III) which is set mostly in the New World. 


What is new about AOE3 compared to its older version is that, the player will have a Home City, which you may request goods from while you are at war. The graphic are greatly enhanced with realistic damages on buildings while in battle. There are three modes of game play: story-based campaigns, single player skirmishes (conflicts between teams), and online multiplayer skirmishes. 


The story-based campaign is splendidly exciting. While playing the campaign, you would feel as if you are watching a great movie.


I've had a great satisfaction as I've completed the campaigns, and recently, i've purchased the expansions of the game, Age of Empires III- The War Chiefs, which added native American kingdom to your gameplay, as well as new campaigns which continues the storyline in the basic AOE3 game. Another one is the Age of Empires III- The Asian Dynasties which added three Asian kingdoms, China, Japan and India, and three campaigns for each of the added kingdoms.
Overall, I love this game very much and it topped my list as the best Medieval War Game.


#2: Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas


Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas takes place within the state San Andreas, which is based on sections of California and Nevada. It comprises three major fictional cities: Los Santos corresponds to real-life Los AngelesSan Fierro corresponds to real-life San Francisco, and although the smallest city, serves as the state capital; and Las Venturas and the surrounding desert correspond to real-life Las Vegas and the Nevada and Arizona desert. 


Players can climb the half-mile (800 m) tall Mount Chiliad (based on Mount Diablo),parachute from various peaks and skyscrapers, and visit 12 rural towns and villages located in three counties: Red County, Flint County, and Bone County. Other notable destinations include Sherman Dam (based on the Hoover Dam), a large secret military base called Area 69 (based on Area 51), a large satellite dish (based on a dish from the Very Large Array), and many other geographical features. 


San Andreas is 13.9 square miles (36 square kilometers), almost four times as large as Vice City, and five times as large as the GTA IIIrendition of Liberty City


The three cities are linked by numerous highways, a train system, and air. While its predecessors' areas were limited to urban locations, San Andreas includes not only large cities and suburbs, but also the rural areas between them. It also has a fictional version of the Davis-Monthan Air Force Base called ingame the Verdant Meadows Airfield.


The best thing about this game is, you may become a criminal, without being guilty! Kill everyone on the street, steal vehicles, provoke gang wars and anything you'd ever think of.


 There are missions to be completed as you went on with the life story of Carl Johnson... Live a free world! You can't do it on the real world!


#1: Sim City 4 Deluxe


And now... my favourite PC game of all time, Sim City 4! I started playing this game in 2005 and fell in love in a matter of minutes after gameplay. I fell in love with architectures since then, and because of this game, I drop out of Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan (National Secondary School) in order to proceed to Sekolah Menengah Teknik (Technique Secondary School) to take Civil Engineering course fro two years! 

A well-planned transportation system.



This game is about building CITIES in a region and keep building until you've created a urban-mass region. Even though the graphics of the latest city-building games are much, much better, but none can compete with the Mayor-simulation gameplay this game created.


A City amid the hills.
The biggest city that i've ever built, consisted of 660,000 citizens (sims) which is located in a region of 2 Million sims! (you see, it hard to have a million sims in one particular city in this game), with my money balance, 3 000 000 Semilleons (SC4's currency)!!!
A small, densely populated city, with the John Hancock Center building in the downtown area

A city at night

Region consisting of many cities

Disasters occurs - when triggered by you! 


I still play this game to this day, even though the latest, SimCity Societies had long been released. Sim City 4 shall forever be my favourite PC game of all time!




p.s - This is only my personal review on my favourite games that I've owned and played. For those who are interested to try playing any of them, i would recommend you to do so!